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Post by tastypeach512 on Oct 27, 2007 14:39:38 GMT -5
I never loved nobody fully Always one foot on the ground And by protecting my heart truly I got lost in the sounds I hear in my mind All of these voices I hear in my mind all these words I hear in my mind all this music
And it breaks my heart And it breaks my heart And it breaks my heart When it breaks my heart
Suppose I never, ever met you Suppose we never fell in love Suppose I never, ever saw you
Fireheart walked along the edjes of the twin pools...he had been leaving alot lately and this time he was gone for quite a while.He knew he had worried everyone.It wasn't intentional.He didn't mean to leave so suddent but he had to get away for a bit.Having his mate being the deputy was tiring sometimes but he could live with it.He looked around for a bit and sat down.If she or they didn't find him firts then he would go for her.
Aiheart looked around she wasn't very far behind fireheart.They had both been gone for so long and now that StwiftStar was a leader she felt they didn't have much time to talk and hang out together.She refused to leave him and she swore if he dared try to get a new mate an unfortunate death would become of that she-cat.
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Post by Nikki on Nov 14, 2007 18:17:36 GMT -5
The glow of blue eyes came from the shadows. Raincatcher whached her mate. She didn't want to be deputy anymore. She wanted him to be with her all of the time. It felt as though he didn't want her anymore. Like she was something to be toyed with and then trashed when he got bord. She let a tear fall. She had lost everything while he was gone. Her mother, her sister, and even her brother. Her kits never saw her and she felt like dying would be a gift not something to be feared. Her heart skipped a beat. But did he understand her? He said he loved her but did he ever ask her questions about her life. As she though of this she came with a conculsion. They were like strangers. He didn't really know her nor did she know him. "Fireheart....." she whispered. Her voice full of sorrow and loss. It was more of a call then a sentence. She closed her blue eyes and the crippled and dead bodies of her sister, brother, and mother came to her. She jumped at the site like they were really there. Her heart was aching and she wandered if it would ever stop. She shook her head and ran out to him yelling, "Fireheart! I'm sorry! I should have never become deputy! I don't want to be leader! I just want you to stay with me!" she cryed letting all of her sadness that she built up. She didn't want to seem weak to him but she couldn't help it. Nothing she ever did seemed right and got cats killed or hurt. Mainly her kits and mate. She knew she was hurting at the loss of them. Was it the same all around?
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Post by tastypeach512 on Nov 17, 2007 18:19:55 GMT -5
FireHeart's eyes widened up and he smiled."hello my love"he said going to her.He could tell she was sad and that her heart was in so so much pain.He licked her ears."i'm so very sorry...i'm very sorry that i left you"he said licking her."i am here and i will stay this time."he said rubbing his head on her neck.
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Post by Nikki on Nov 26, 2007 18:42:03 GMT -5
She pushed her soft pink nose into his fur like old times. The time before they had kits. The time before everything in her world fell. Her tears were hot as they rolled down her face. Half of her wanted to knock the life out of him. The other wanted to hold onto him and make sure he never went away again. She dicided on the holding on part. For now anyways. She could make sure he payed later. Right now she wanted to risign as the deputy and get back to her kits. This way they could be a real family. That is if they didn't see Greenlake as their mother now. She was afraid of that. Her heart would be lost forever in darkness if this happened. She got closer to him as if she could pull away any secound and it would be all better, as if it were all a dream. She wished it was. She wanted it to be. Other then the fact that her kits may not be there if she had them in real life. She sighed.
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Post by tastypeach512 on Nov 26, 2007 21:17:37 GMT -5
He let her stay there."i won't leave again."he said looking at her.He licked her head.He was always this bad though.He used to live his life as a flirt that would wander but now no...no more of that was left in him.He licked her.He had a family he had a mate and he would stay with them.
Aiheart's sweet but weary voice broke the silence.She smiled happily as if she was hiding pain."atleast all is well for you two"she said smiling and disappearing into the lake.She felt that she could swim off her troubles.She had been missing to but now she was back her kits might not have missed her.in fact Nobody had to miss her.
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